I sat on the couch and reflected over the events of the past ten days, numb. The phone lay on the floor where I had dropped it. I knew I heard the words Jim had to say, and had said the words I had to say, but felt disconnected from the events that were surely taking place as I sat there. First, Jim would give Rosie an injection to tranquilize her, then after she was calm, he would give her a lethal dose in the jugular and monitor her heart until it stopped beating. Dead horse, big warm pile of dog food.
This nightmare started
with a routine vaccination in the right hip, which developed into an abscess.
Unfortunately, by the time the abscess was discovered, the mare was down,
and paralyzed in her right hind leg.
I
headed home to get some clothes and a sleeping bag and take care of the
dogs, Tim, my husband was home with Hasley making a fire and getting dinner
going. “Rosie is really sick, honey, and I have to stay with her tonight
at the vet clinic.” Daddy is going to take you to school tomorrow, and
I will get you after school and we’ll go see Rosie then.” Hasley was 5,
and loved Rosie too. Horses are so good for kids; they just know they should
be quiet and steady and take care of them.
Jim and I have known each other for many years and have been through
many animal deaths together. There is definitely a spark of attraction
between us, but the timing was never right. Either he was married, when
I was single, or I was married, when he wasn’t. Now we were both happily
hooked up, but it’s always just under the surface.
Scott
Thaler
My mother's first job in Arizona after moving from New York in 1988
was a realtor. This was the job that suited her well. I witnessed my mother
negotiate and sell houses. Her clients became her friends. She was not
in the business to make money. She was a realtor because she enjoyed selling
houses as well as she enjoyed people. She was determined to sell any house
she listed. I think she did a pretty good job selling every house she listed.
A realtor has to be a good negotiator. There are people in this world
that will refuse to negotiate. My mother would do her very best to get
the best price. Here is an example I witnessed at a swap meet:
"Eh, how much is this?" my mom asked.
"Twenty-five dollar," said the Chinese lady with her accent.
"Okay, eh, I'll give you ten."
"Can't negotiate. Make very little profit."
"But you want to sell the luggage, right?" my mother laughed.
"Yes," says the lady.
"Okay, eh, maybe, I offered too low of an amount. How about twelve dollars."
"I cannot negotiate. I'm making very little money on this."
"I thought you wanted to sell the luggage," my mom said.
"I do, but need to make profit."
"Okay, then, eh, I'll give you fifteen."
"How about twenty-four dollars, I can't go lower, make very little profit."
said the Chinese lady who was very frustrated by this point.
"Seventeen dollars" my mother said.
"Twenty-four dollar. Can't negotiate anymore."
"Okay, eh, eh, twenty dollars is my final offer."
"Okay, how about I sell you this for twenty-three dollar."
"Well, since you are a nice lady, fine, twenty-three dollars."
This was tough negotiating for my mother. Most of her negotiating was
done at garage sales. I have witnessed her negotiating from two dollars
down to a nickel. It was quite amazing.
Every summer my mother and I would take a trip out to New York where
we would walk all over Manhattan every day, just like we did when we lived
there. My last trip with my mother was in 2000 when we saw our first Broadway
shows together. My first Broadway show was Beauty and the Beast. At that
show my mother paid twenty dollars per ticket for standing room.
She told the salesman and the office, "I'll bet you the value of these
tickets that I'll be sitting in the expensive seats during the show."
"Oh no you're not!" said the ticket salesman.
"Okay, we'll see about that. Come on Scott," my mother said. So where
were my mother and I sitting five minutes into the show? In the orchestra
section with a great view of the show, of course. My mother and I also
saw Late Night with Conan O'Brien, at Rockefeller Center on that trip.
However, that would be the final trip I would take with my mother. She
developed cancer in many places of her body. It grew so fast that no doctor
or specialist could identify the starting point. During the first semester
of my senior year in high school I was at the doctor almost everyday for
my mother. My grandfather and grandmother, on my dad's side, would help
out in the morning taking her to the doctor. After the presidential election,
the last eleven days of her life were horrible. However, I now think, at
least it wasn't eleven months, or even worse, eleven years of suffering.
On the day she passed away, my grandmother and I were too afraid to
go into the room. My mother's blood pressure went from normal in the morning
to deathly low in the afternoon. The last check of her blood pressure was
39 over 16. A lady who volunteered her time at the hospital came over to
me about an hour and a half before my mother passed away.
I asked her, "Do you think my mother with pass away today?"
"More than likely, yes," she told me, "but let me tell you a fact that
occurs so frequently around here. It seems when somebody is dying, their
loved ones try to stay for the final seconds. However, when they go and
get a cup of coffee, get a snack, or lunch, the person seems to take that
moment to pass on."
Just before four-thirty P.M., my grandparents were hungry so we went
to dinner. While we were at dinner, my dad got a page to call the hospital.
My mother had passed away. We went back to the hospital and I saw my mother's
body one last time. This time though, her body might have been there, but
my mother was not. This was definitely the most painful three seconds of
my life. I was in shock, I was dizzy, and I did not know where I was for
a moment. The nurses gave me a drink of water. I went home that night.
I was on the phone for many hours telling my family members and my friends
the terrible news.
The next day when I woke up, the world seemed different. From that day
forward, my life has taken on a new role. I am very independent, whereas
before I was not. I can now do things myself with confidence. Before I
could not. I may not have the negotiating skills my mother had or the strong
personality she had, but she stands in my heart everyday. I think of her
all the time, but I only think of the good events. I do not think about
November 18th, 2000 or the dates surrounding it. I try to do what would
make her happy and proud of me. I am Scott Thaler and I am proud of who
I am.
EVA
The greatest moments of my life have been spent with my mother. Eva
had a wonderful personality. She also had the most bizarre techniques of
negotiating. I cannot say my mother and I were one person, but sometimes
we acted as if we were. It was devastating for me to see my mother pass
away from cancer in November of 2000. However, I will never forget the
experiences that we shared. She had blue eyes, blonde hair, and stood at
five feet, five inches tall. She was also very talkative.
Brandon Krecek
The Worst Thing Yet
It was a typical hot summer day in July. I was a normal stupid thirteen-year-old male who thought that he was indestructible and that nothing could possibly ruin his summer. But I was soon to be proven wrong. It all started when Rhonda, which is my friend Ryan's mom, came and picked up Ryan, Jason, and myself and took us to Ryan's house. We already had it planned out that it would be a better idea to make the bomb at Ryan's instead of at Jason's. Ryan and myself had made shock bombs at his house at numerous occasions in the past.
"If you boys do not stop making those bombs your both going to be in for it," Rhonda yelled with her eyes turning red.
So after arriving at his house we all scurried off inside to get our materials for making the bomb. Jason went into the kitchen and found some sugar. Ryan found a 20-oz empty sprite bottle but could not locate any pool shock. I found a half-gallon of water.
"We are going to Taco Bell," Ryan told his mom as a lame excuse for us to go and get pool shock.
Instead we went to Walgreens.
"You guys just wait out here I will go inside and get it," Ryan said.
Ryan returned two minutes later with the shock so we all the headed back two his house. After arriving back we had to go to his back yard to get the other materials. While bringing them from his back yard to his front driveway his mom saw what we were doing.
"You three had better put all that shit away and not even think about blowing something up," Rhonda said with a stern look in face.
We all really did not care what she said so we sent Ryan in the house to reassure her that we were not going to make it here.
"Hurry up and we will wait for you to make it," Jason and I said as Ryan was walking inside.
After waiting for him for about ten minutes or so Jason and myself were starting to get a bit anxious.
"Just wheel the garbage can over here and make the bomb and toss it in there," Jason said to me.
So I went and wheeled the garbage can into place. Next I mixed the right constancy of shock and sugar together. The last thing to do was add the water. When adding it I noticed that it was bubbling faster than it normally does. Instead of stopping I screwed the cap on and heaved it towards the trash can. While the bomb was in the air it blew. I was completely covered in the chemicals. My face was and neck took it the worse. Standing there whipping it off my face I looked up and I could not see five feet in front of me. My vision was completely blurred.
"Holy shit are you alright," Jason yelled out to me.
"Take me inside I can not see a thing," I said frantically.
"What happened," Ryan asked.
Jason frantically explained to him and they took me into the kitchen to flush out my eyes. At this time Rhonda heard all the commotion and joined us in the kitchen.
"You two are so stupid and maybe this will finally teach you guys a lesson," Rhonda whaled at Jason and I.
"Shut the hell up Rhonda," yelled Jason.
"Is your vision was getting any better Brandon," Ryan asked.
"No, and my eyes are starting to burn really bad," I said in a panic.
Jason took the phone an called 911. A couple of minutes later a fire truck and ambulance arrived. Jason and Ryan walked me out side to them. The both explained to the paramedics what had happened. The paramedics began flushing my eyes out while I was laying on the pavement on the driveway. About at this time my father showed up because Rhonda called to bitch my stupidity to him.
"It will be alright you will make it through this," my dad said in a calm voice.
After the pain was persisting in my eyes the paramedics put me in the back of the ambulance and rushed me to the hospital. They continued flushing my eyes on the way to the hospital. My dad followed the ambulance to the hospital in his Tahoe.
At the hospital they rushed me into a room and I remember a doctor putting some special solution in my eyes and the pain would go away for about ten minutes.
"We need to continue to flush his eyes out out," the doctor said to the nurses.
The nurses and the doctor continued to flush my eyes for about another four hours. Then the doctor gave my dad a prescription for some special eye drops. Before I left the doctor bandaged up my face. My dad had to help me walk to the car because my eyes were completely covered with bandages.
When arriving at home I could remember hearing my mom crying.
"Is he going to be alright," She asked my father.
"We will see the next couple days are going to be crucial," my dad said to my mom.
The next couple of days were very rough for two reasons. First, I had to get the special eye drops put into my eyes every four hours. The problem with that was when lights hit my eyes it felt like a blow torch was being held on them. My eyes felt burning because the pool shock burned and ate away at my eyes. The second reason for a rough couple days being if I could not have light hit my eyes that meant I had to where eye patches. I never thought it would be as hard as it was trying to find the way around my own house for a week. Later that week my family took me to an eye specialist and he checked out my eyes.
"It looks like in a couple of days you should have you vision back and you could remove those patches," the eye doctor said.
"There seems to be no visible scaring taking place so you should have twenty-twenty vision again," the doctor said acting surprised on how lucky I was.
I remember feeling so lucky being able to take the eye patches off. My vision was back and as clear as ever. Needless to say though that was the last bomb that my friend and I made. I also caught a bunch of teasing at school the following year but I deserved it. I was just thankful to be able to see again.
My first job
The seconds ran down the clock and the bells rang dismissing students
from another day of school. I took a deep breath, rechecked my choice of
clothes, and started the engine. I was sixteen years old going on my first
job interview. With the brief moments I had to myself prior to the interview,
I examined all the reasons why I wanted a job. I wanted a job for several
reasons. First, I wanted to show my family I could handle more responsibilities.
I also wanted a job to get more money. I thought to myself, how hard could
sitting down and doing secretarial work be? I was about to find out. The
time was upon me; I turned off the engine, shut the door and awaited a
new experience. I opened the door to the office. To my left was the receptionist
area. A small area crammed with three chairs for the receptionists. On
one side of this area was an old computer and in front were three telephones.
On my right side there was a waiting area; and to my front, there were
several cubicles occupied by realtors. Carefully, I sat down making sure
I didn’t wrinkle any clothes.
The phone rang, and someone answered, “Century 21 San Tan. How may I
direct your call?” My new statement, I thought to myself.
I began to look for my sister. Her short height proved difficult but
her oddly dyed red hair helped me spot her. Her Napoleonic stature stood
up and commanded, “Come here and let me prep you for what’s going to happen.”
We discussed briefly, while a back round of fax machines, phone ringing,
and agents yelling, filled the air.
“What will the interview be like?” I asked twitchingly as I do when
I get nervous.
“She’ll [Jill] ask you about your abilities and interest in this job,”
she responded without taking her eyes off her computer.
Suddenly, the sound of loud heels and stench of designer perfume alerted
my sister to that Jill was approaching.
“Get ready, and tuck your shirt in,” she said. I quickly complied.
I sat frantically as an elderly woman dressed in a designer suit appeared.
Jill peered through the door, and with a strong high-pitched voice she
said, “Tam, I’ll just have you sit in front with the girls.”
With a tremor in my voice I replied, “Okay. Sounds good.”
And boy did it sound good. No interview. The stress was off and so was
I to the front desk. When I got there, one receptionist remained, my future
sister-in-law, Maria. In a brief summation she described the various buttons
of the phone, and then it hit me as she turned around and her manicured
nails pointed to the wall.
“That’s where we put the messages for the agents.” She replied, as it
was not a big deal.
I looked up and down, left and right. There were approximately sixty
spots.
“How could I remember all these names?” I asked myself.
With the frantic look on my face, Maria figured out my predicament.
“Don’t worry”, she explained. “Most agents aren’t that active because they
don’t get many listings. You’ll only have to be concerned with about twenty
five of those names.” I took a sigh of relief.
Minutes passed, and another receptionist, who was casually dressed and
seemed skinny, appeared M&M’s and coke in hand. Munching away she introduced
herself, “Hey, I’m Cristina. You’re Tamarom’s brother right.”
Maria responded for me and turned her head in my direction saying, “Yes,
that’s Cristina. If you smell food or feel sticky soda up here, that’s
Cristina.”
“Shut up” Cristina said jokingly. “I’m not a pig.”
After awhile listening to the other receptionists joke with each other
and eating, I thought for sure my preconception that this job would be
easy was right. Then the truth revealed itself. Another receptionist Hazel,
who is always attired in Nike apparel, appeared with several papers and
magazines in hand. She offered to give me further explanations of the job
duties as well as a tour of the office. Walking through we saw several
agents working on the computer and several agents meeting with their clients.
Our first stop was the filing cabinet. In the cabinet sixty types of documents
were present with wordings, I have never seen, on them.
Hazel put her documents aside and explained, “One job we have is making
sales and listing packets for the agents.” She continued, “And let me give
you some insight. Since you’re the newest everyone else will delegate their
responsibilities to you.”
“That sucks,” I said as I realized that my preconceptions were beginning
to be false.
“Yeah, I know,” Hazel said empathically. “I’ll try not to do that to
you often”.
After Hazel’s tour, I realized how much work and tasks are really involved
and I was ready for whatever they dish out. Work, as I soon will learn,
is difficult and comes with consequences. I received more money but a part
of my day now goes to something else; and with what Hazel had said about
the delegation of responsibilities, I soon realized she was right.
The hours were winding down and the day was coming to an end. I sat
in front with Maria and Cristina and I told them I was determined to answer
a call. The office closed at 5:00 and it was now 4:50. I was sure I had
to wait until tomorrow, until the phone finally rang.
I took a deep breath, picked up the phone and answered, “Century 21
San Tan. How may I direct your call?” I did it.
The day has come to an end. We shut the blinds, closed the lights, and
forwarded the phones to the answering service. My first day on my first
job was over.
Two weeks later I received my first paycheck. Prior to this I was going
over everything I did. I spent several hours inputting listings onto the
computer, dealing with agent complaints, and making countless listing and
sales packets. Also, I counted the number of hours I worked, 36, and multiplied
it with my wage, $6.50. I knew about taxes, but when I saw my first check
I was surprised. Out of shock I asked myself, “What’s FICA?” I then learned
that making money isn’t easy. Making money takes lots of time and work.
This time was taken out of the time I watch television and spend with my
friends; the work was piled on to my regular schoolwork. I also realized
I have been taking my parents for granted in the previous years of I’ve
been asking for money.
Chris Harris
"Bobby"
As I walked down Jefferson Street, like I had done for the past
two weeks, it seemed like any other day. I was on my way to class, the
sun was shining and I felt good. three days of hard work had finally paid
off. In the back pocket of my baggy pants was the final draft of script.
USC film school had been going well, it was hard, but I felt like I was
in control. As I approached the George Lucas Building, I felt a hand on
my shoulder. As I turned around they're stood a short, black man who was
poorly dressed, nothing but a dirty tank top and faded jeans. His backwards
cap was covered in dirt and and a sudden odor of vomit seemed to sneak
up upon us. Now USC so is in South Central Los Angeles, so to see this
was not uncommon. Normally, I would have been upset, but I felt good
that day.
" Hey man, let me ask you a question." he said. "Why do
you have two earrings, man, don't you know you're only supposed to have
one?"he asked with a smile, revealing yellow an and black teeth.
"I didn't know that, I guess I'm just cool like that." I replied.
" Well that's cool man ,hey man my name is Bobby look, now let me ask
a question, are you a student here?"
" I sure am."
I knew this small talk would eventually lead to him asking me for money.
"Well that's great, no listen you don't think you could spare a couple
of bucks, so I could eat 'cause I've been real hungry, and you know it's
hard to get a bite."
"You're hungry ?"I inquired.
" Yeah, you know, I understand if you're a little short." he said.
"No ,no, you know what? I'll buy you some food."
The truth was that I had the money, his bloodshot eyes told me that
my money would go to drugs. If he was really hungry I'd buy him food.
"Awe thanks man I really appreciate this, I know you're busy and all."
"It's no problem I'm glad to help." I kept telling him.
I had plenty of time before class, so we sat down and talked while
he ate. He ate fast, so I knew he was hungry. We mostly talked about me.
I told him about film school, and how I was chosen out of 4,000 applicants
for this class. That at 18, I was the youngest person in the class. He
congratulated me and told me how lucky I was. All he said about himself
was that he was from Las Vegas and he used to play basketball. He seemed
happy to listen to me talk, and frankly I was glad to talk about myself.
For the last couple of months I had gotten nothing but praise and somehow
it felt good to brag to homeless man about how talented I was.
After he finished I told him I had to get to class, and he thanked
me over and over again .
" Take care Bobby."
" I will man I sure appreciate your help." He said.
"I'm glad to help." I told him. And I really was. I really got a good
feeling from helping Bobby. I had stepped out of my comfort zone and i
was proud of myself.
That night at class my professor Jerome praised my script. Jerome was
tough and honest, and I his approval meant everything to me. Once again
I felt great about myself. As I walked home I couldn't help but smile.
But my happiness was brief. I saw Bobby curled up on the side walk fast
asleep. It felt like I was hit in the stomach with I baseball bat. I just
stood there and stared, and for a moment I contemplated waking him up and
letting him stay at my place that night, but I couldn't. As I walked away,
I felt like scum. Everything in my life was going great, and there Bobby
was sleeping on the sidewalk. For the first time I saw Bobby as a human
being, not as bum.
I didn't see Bobby for a few days. I was busy working on my film, so
time was a problem.
It had been two weeks and I was walking to class with my friend Matt.
I heard my name being yelled from across the street, and low and behold
it was Bobby. He ran across with a smile on his face.
"Hey Chris, how you been man?" He said.
"I'm doing alright, are you taking care of yourself?"
"You know, I'm getting by. Who's this?" He pointed to Matt.
Matt seemed shocked that I would know a man like this.
" Oh this is Matt, you can call him Utah."
The truth is Matt is a 19 year old Mormon from Mapleton, Utah. The
thought of touching a homeless man, let alone a black homeless man was
unthinkable. He reluctantly shook Bobby's hand.
" Hey man, I hate to bother you guys, but I'm trying to get a bite,
you think you could spare some cash?"
"No, No." Matt replied quickly.
"You know what Bobby? We've got some time c'mon I'll buy you lunch."
I said.
"Awe thanks man I really appreciate that."
Matt gave me a cold stare. He could not understand why I would give
this guy the time of day.
"Look it's only a couple of bucks, and he's a cool guy, you'll see."
I told him.
As we ate, Bobby grilled Matt about everything. I think Bobby could
tell Matt was uncomfortable, so questioning him was fun. When Matt told
Bobby about his family Bobby opened up for the first time.
" I've got a brother, but I haven't seen him in a while, and both of
my parents died when I was young. I've been an orphan all my life."
To me this was sad. Both Matt and I came from strong families, and
I always considered my family to be my backbone. I couldn't imagine Bobby's
situation. I was lucky.
As he ate more we all laughed and joked, and it seemed as if Matt was
coming around. Bobby told us how he played college basketball for UNLV,
and how drugs got in the way. He even told us he was still struggling with
cocaine.
"Now Chris, when you're famous don't do drugs, it'll mess you up. I
could of beat Michael Jordan, but I was too high."
I have never done drugs in my life, and after hearing Bobby talk I
knew why.
After we were done Matt admitted to me that he was glad that he came
with us.
" I wasn't too sure, but Bobby's a good guy." He confessed.
As the weeks went on we saw Bobby every Wednesday. No matter how busy
we were, we would meet Bobby a half hour before class. He loved hearing
about our films, and about all the movie premieres we were going to. It
felt good to talk to Bobby and I really think he liked listening to us.
Over and over again he told us how lucky we were, and how he wishes he
could be us,. He even bought us lunch one day, even though we begged him
not to.
" I really appreciate what you guys are doing for me, and when you
get rich, you can remember your friend Bobby!"
He always managed to keep things light-hearted, and that was welcomed.
Both Matt and I were under a lot of pressure, so to laugh and joke with
Bobby felt good.
The summer was coming to an end and I had just finished editing my film.
Matt was visiting his parents back home in Utah. I had gone to pick up
a friend for the premiere of Rush Hour 2. As I was waiting outside her
apartment, a homeless man approached me.
"Hey man, you know Bobby?" he asked.
" Yeah, yeah I do."
" He died last night."
"What?"
"Yeah someone shot him." he said coldly.
"What are you talking about, why." I replied exasperated.
" I don't know." And he walked away.
I was in total shock. There was no way this guy was telling the truth.
"He's a bum, he's lying." I told myself.
I didn't believe him. I went about my business as if nothing had ever
happened. I fully expected to meet Bobby on Wednesday as usual.
But as Matt and I sat outside Burger King for 45 minutes we began to
think maybe the man was telling the truth. We called the police, and they
told us that he had indeed been murdered. I may only be 18, but I can tell
you that that was the worst feeling of my life. I just could not believe
it.
" How could I let myself become friends with a bum?" I thought.
"I was asking for this to happen, I deserve this pain." I told myself.
But as I lay in bed that night I cried, not for Bobby the bum, but for
Clarence Robert Johnson. See the police officer had told me Bobby's real
name, and then that same feeling came over as had the night I saw him sleeping
on the sidewalk. He was a person, a brother, a son and a friend. The choices
he had made in his life, and the situation he was in led him to be homeless.
If I had been in his situation I could have been the same way. I realized
how lucky I was. To be born into a good family, with strong morals and
a steady income. Sure I had worked hard, but in any different circumstances
and I might not even be here.
"You guys are so lucky, I wish I was in your shoes." Bobby would say.
And he was right. I have been unbelievably blessed, and because of
Bobby I know that know.
I feel like I owe it to Bobby to make something of myself .I have been
given so much, and I would be a fool to waste this. Thanks to Bobby I treat
every day like a new day, and I try every day to live the way Bobby couldn't.
Now I know it sounds cheesy, but Bobby changed me forever. No longer do
I live for myself, but I live for those who believe in me and for those
have helped me get here. Who knows, under different circumstances Bobby
could have been better than Michael Jordan.
Daniel Moody
God and Man on the Mountain
We continued up the winding path. In the bright sun, the path was barely
visible. The ground was covered in rock and slight depressions of rocks
with an occasional pile of rocks, left by a previous hiker, led the way.
I heard occasional popping sounds, reminiscent of popping bubble wrap,
as large, thorny brush attacked the foam ground pad that was protruding
from my bag. After six miles we were exhausted, partly from the mental
anguish of trying to stay on the right path, but mostly from the five miles
of hiking that took us to an elevation of just above 6000 feet.
We were supposed to make it to villager peak that day, but we couldn’t
go any farther. Our forty-pound packs grew heavier with each step, and
we had found a spot that looked suitable for a campsite. We pitched our
tent and collapsed under its shade.
Miles from the car and several thousand feet high, we had only each
other for company. We provided each other’s strength to continue. And when
five o’clock rolled around, we sat and broke bread together.
“That has to be Villager Peak, right there,” I said, pointing to a mountain
about 500 yards off.
“Do you think so?” Tyler asked, examining the map.
“Yeah, that’s go to be it.” I walked over behind and looked on the map
with him. We both smelled. After a day – a day so hot the rocks were sweating
as they rolled toward the shade - hiking up the face of a mountain, our
clothes were glued to our bodies with sweat. As I surveyed the map, I saw
a series of tightly drawn lines indicated a canyon off to the East. I surveyed
the surrounding area, and decided that we couldn’t be at Villager Peak.
I was distraught.
“No, I’m sure that’s not Villager Peak, Dan. We’re not too far, though.
I think that if we get up at 4, we should be able to make it to Rabbit
Peak before the sun comes up.” Tyler replied as he stroked his long, unshaven,
face. He spoke as if he was still my boss. Tyler had been my boss for several
years, and although we had worked our separate jobs for at least a year,
there was an air of authority and condescension in his voice.
“Do you think we’re going to have enough water? After making our dehydrated
dinners, I’ve only got 2 quarts of water left. I don’t think we should
have made ‘em.”
“If we didn’t make those dinners, now we’d be hungry.”
“Yeah, but we’d have water.”
“If we don’t have enough water, we’ll just turn around. We don’t have
a choice at this point.
At four o’clock in the morning, we began our trek to Rabbit Peak. We
each had one quart of water with us – half of our remaining water. At around
8 AM, as I took the last sip of water and Tyler finished his water, I could
see the end. Rabbit Peak was just ahead, one final descent followed by
the ascent to Rabbit Peak. We stopped at the base of Rabbit Peak and evaluated
the situation.
“Can you make it?” Our feet had been dragging, Tyler had fallen a couple
of times, and we were both dehydrated. I had to know if Tyler had the strength
to continue.
“We’ve come this far, but we’re out of water. If we summit, we may not
make it back. If you want to go, I’ll go.”
“Tyler, if you don’t want to go, I’ll hike up real quick and let you
rest here.”
“If you’re going, I’m going.”
We had not come to call on the Lord, but we had climbed so close that
is seems fitting that we did. As we stumbled back from the summit, both
at varying degrees of heat exhaustion, I dropped to my knees. I prayed
to God like I had never prayed to him in the past. “Grant me the strength
to make it off this mountain alive. I promise that I will forever change
my ways and live my life in you.”
I got up slowly; my life was in the hands of the Lord. 200 yards later,
I heard Tyler: “I can’t believe it. Is that what I think it is?” Tyler
began running and I followed.
Before us lay a water bottle with twelve ounces of sun-sanitized water.
They were the hottest six ounces of water I ever tasted, but they were
the six ounces of water that have forever sanitized my soul. Those six
ounces of water were payment for the contract I had made with God just
moments before.
We made it to the campsite, collected our gear, drank half of our remaining
water, rested for five minutes, and continued towards the car. As we continued,
I turned to Tyler and said, “Can you believe that we found that water?
Especially after we had just finished talking with your dad yesterday about
sun sanitizing water.”
“I know. You never thought a beer can full of water would be worth so
much to you, huh? Why don’t you lead on the way down?”
And with that, we continued to the car. As I lead on, the trail was
made clear and we didn’t waste any time trying to find it. And although
there were only two of us, I could almost hear three sets of footsteps
and it felt like we had another person with us the entire time – someone
who was leading the way and keeping us company. Tyler and I had started
with only each other for company and we had relied on ourselves to find
the way, but now our lives were in the hands of a higher power.
Had enough water been in my body, a tear would have run down my cheek
when we finally made it to the Promised Land – a 1997 Toyota 4-runner sitting
back at sea level. We had left it only thirty-eight hours earlier at the
start of what ended up being a trying journey up a mountain. I couldn’t
believe that we had made it.